hu...i am soooo relieved...

haha......finally the exam is over.....and i am in m'cca now...enjoying my i month plus holiday before going to india....lol....a bit boring i can say but its far more better than living in my hostel which is like hellhole......yucks.....preparing things to go singapore with my family....after that i will be gone for good...lol....to india...five years extension programme....i will invite my friends over for the farewell party....ohh...i miss my friends...i am very scared that i will cry....cos i am weak....i admit that....i haven't decide the date and time...i will post it on fb when all is settled....so...till then

feeling tranquil and a sense of serenity

it's one week away from the final exams......wasting time preparing.......revisions.....tutorials....tips(or rather guidelines)........yeah...trying my very best to ace in the finals...feeling a sense of oneness and calm....maybe its just a moment of peace before a storm or more relevant, a war...haha....needless to mention that everybody is getting all heat up for the world cup it seems.....but i am not interested in football......so anything that happens is none of my business....lol.....come to think of it....i have been in kl for seven months......i am among the earliest who came to kl on my own in early january.....and also the earliest to graduate from my college....haha....some of my friends just started their foundation programme but i finished mine...so after i finished my sem 2 exam....i am going back to m'cca to pack my things up and off to India....but before that i will make sure that i make full use of the time to accompany my parents...they matter the most to me.....maybe we will tavel to the land of the merlion.......after that i will organize a farewell party and invite my friends to come over to my house and we will say our goodbyes....that will be seriously touching....i will invite her over...if u know who i mean....yeah...she's sherilynn....gosh first time i mention her name on my blog.....haha.....invitation to my bro isaac is confirmed....he is the best friend that i have ever had......and oh a few of my classmates......yeah.....i will call them over.....by the way...i think i won't be feeling that lonely because one of my friend jane will be there....that makes me feel good because at least i have a friend there....we can help each other out.....haha.....well...i will be in India for full five years and that's for sure coz i joined the extension programme offered by manipal university......still...i miss all my friends.....ok...change of subject.....i...am still single and available...have not added her on facebook.....nothing has changed except that i don't think that much as i was before......which is a good sign...i feel natural talking to everyone nowadays....no hard feelings....more jokes and more fun.....yeah.....that is the way it should be.....and that is what i have achieved during my stay in kl.....to me...she is still the same...waiting for her to change...well some may say that its not worth waiting for a knife to stab my heart once again and guess what??i agree with that hands down.....why the wait...??she won't come back for me....its useless.....haha....i think the only way to let go is to find a new relationship....oh that's what they said.....get a new one and you'll forget the old.......haha...T.T.........feeling tired now.....everyday waking up at 6 just to study....slp at 2-3 am in the morning....can't wait to finish the exams....i am still on the right track.....and who knows....maybe i will get a girlfriend in uni.....that will be awesome...haha...this is just me talking....k...that's all for now....time to get some sleep....till then.....hasta la vista.....