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lol...nothing special....final exam's in july.......now 'enjoying' my one week holiday.....companion?? books....i mean college textbooks......haiz....have to study lor.....in order to accomplish my dream to become a well-known doctor.....have been thinking a lot lately regarding the last post that i wrote....feeling hopeless in romance......haiz...better dun think too much on that....have to focus now...one day she will noe my feelings..true feelings towards her.....i believe in that.....haha..why?? why i always have to think of her even though she rejected me with such ease and erm... how to put it?? no mercy? haha i think so....lol....juz writing what i am feeling at this moment...hope u all dun mind.....haha....tomorrow got driving lesson some more......at melaka now....all my frens are either in f6 or matriculation or even colleges but seems that only me and my best fren isaac are available at this moment....i mean....we can go out together at any time of the day....haha....usually at this hour of the day.....that is around 10 to 12 at night...... when i am alone in my room.....i will think about a lot of things...'great thinker' huh?? haha....kk...have to continue thinking and reminiscing....and oh ya....i have another best fren oso....his name's shem.....we studied in the same college and we are room mates...we joke around a lot....same as when i'm with isaac....both of them are gud at making fun of others including me.....i like that....and every time they will like shoot out one joke and we would laugh and laugh like crazy....haha......i felt no pressure making friends with them.....and i seriously cherish the time we spent together....his hometown is in johor bahru....have to go visit him sometime in the future.......i love both of them....of course i mean our frenship......haha.....they really light up my life.......thank you isaac and shem.....both of u guys mean a lot to me.......take care lor......till then

reminiscence of my feelings towards a girl that i like the most

she rejected me last year after i liked her secretly for 4 years.....and it really hurts.....according to her point of view....she says that after she rejected me.....she felt that i hate her.....i dislikes her........that statement is only partially true. the truth is my heart had been torn apart at that moment and until now, i still don't have the courage to face her.....我过不了我自己那一关，and the most ridiculous thing is....i still have feelings towards her......how stupid and pathetic i am...haha......i should have know that she doesn't have the feelings towards me since the day i started to like her...and yet i am doing whatever i can to help her...just to let her know that she is not alone and i really cares about her and i really like her.....reason why i like her??well if u ask me that question i really can't give a proper answer......but one thing i wanna say is......she is the one that keeps telling me to pass up my homework when i we were in form 1.....that time i was just a lazy bug....because of her.....i was able to have the resolve to turn over a new leaf......it is also about that time when i realized that i like her.....haiz.....talking this don't know for what........what's done is done.....sincerely hope that she stays happy and wishing her all the best in her future undertakings......good luck......(i will stop here, till the next sketch)

saying hi again and a brief talk bout the future

lol.....saying hi to my blog page again after a month for not logging in to my page....quite free and relaxed recently coz there is still ample of time(actually quite some time)b4 my semester 2 examinations. About the university thingie...finally decided to go to India....house of bollywood.....haha....the place, culture, and food there may not suitable for me but it doesn't bother me much coz i wanna burn out my excessive fats...haha.....to be handsome....as for romance and affection...it seems that most of my schoolmates back in secondary school and even my college mates have fell into the river of love...whereas i am one of a few standing by at the banks of the river waiting for the one and my only one....why????........nvm......the time will come where i will find my true love...haha...cos as the saying goes...what's yours is yours.....okie....until next time...