counting down...=.=

haizzzz.....leaving m'sia soon.....17th of september.....farewell still haven't decide when yet....will quickly sort it out soon....and decide who to invite......of course i will invite my gang over....my big bro kz......wei sian....thx to u two for treading my blog....lol....u two are on the list ya....must come....dunno why SS-ing now....haha....i will sort out a list....mayb i will only invite 10-20 friends.....dun wanna invite too many....to avoid aeroplanes flying over my head....if u get wat i mean....lol....now juz have to confirm who will b back on raya time and i will invite them....yeap....sherilynn is definitely on the list....haha....i sms-ed her...haha...i takes a man's guts to do it u noe....haha....btw....she promised that she would come....i fell somewhat happy though....feeling a bit of emo recently coz i am leaving to a totally unknown country....cultural shock is expected....luckily no jet lag.....ok...after i've hit land in india...i'll have to study hard.....classes will be held 6 days a week....8 to 5.....there wil be a day for lab....dissections.....haiz....study till i drop lor....so...to whoever frequently reads my blog.....once again i thank you for reading it...although i understand that sometimes i do write nonsense.....i hope that i had successfully let u understand me more.....i will write as often as i could......okla....till then

tired...angry!!

ok....just came back from kl this afternoon and watched a few episodes of grey's anatomy...not to mention house series....one of the episodes from grey's really hit hard on my mind...it goes that there is this girl who likes a guy from the beginning and she practically did everything she can for him....help him to prepare for his examinations.....care for him.....always be with him no matter what happens... and this guy just don't know...and still treat her only as a good friend...until one day this guy is choosing an intern and u know what?? she got left out....OMG that really shocked me......and the girl juz said: screw you......can't you see what i've done for you, u idiot??after all that i've done and u don't even bother and now u dumped me??U SON OF A BITCH!!!oh and that was the best part....and seriously that is a mirror image of what happened to me.....EXCEPT THAT IN MY CASE THE ONE WHO DOES EVERYTHING IS ME.....i still remember what my frens said after she gave me "THE PRESENT"......'is that what u got in return for what u did for the last four years??'...lolzzz....pissed off man.....i wish that i have the guts to do that.....too bad i ain't that voracious....i mean...yeah i am trying to be MR GOOD or more likely MR YES MAN but everything has its limit...even i myself too, have a limit....if u can be angry so why can't i?? i have a million of reasons to be angry with u......if u think u're so brilliant and good looking and even have a lot of admirers...GO BLOW URSELF!!!......i can be VERY VERY good to everyone but u must know when to draw a line.....i mean i seriously tolerated a lot of shit from u.....and i don't mind that because you were special to me........but now u as a HUMAN shall have a little sense of shyness....not to pretend that u are innocent and push all the shit onto me by dumping me??.....I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS SHIT!!!!....TAKING EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED!!!!.......u guys(good frens of mine) know who i REALLY AM and i think u guys know exactly WHAT I AM CAPABLE OF....if i am REALLY pissed...no more MR NICEGUY and u will KNOW WHAT EXACTLY IS HELL!!!!.......sorry if u guys feel a bit offended..but seriously emo-ing now....pissed!!

tired...but satisfied

ok.....finally passed my exams..which means that farewelll is on too....lol...my big bro kok zhang said that have it on raya.....hmmm.....considering....coz raya is near my expected departure date...well...nvm...i wil confirm my departure date first and then only i will set the date of my farewell party......haiz....can't celebrate my b'day with my frens....sad....um...i think i have to invite her....no choice coz if i were to invite almost half of the class i must then call her too....who can give me suggestion on what should i do ??coz if i dun invite her then people will say bad things..coz it's so obvious that i leave her out on purpose....but if i invite her....i don't have the guts to face her....haiz...i dunno what to do.....tml have to go kl....do my NOL....see first la....i think more than 80% i will invite her on my own....lolzz....even i deleted her hp number, i still remember it clearly until now....0166339698....also i found her house in ozana by chance...>.<...btw...now still enjoying my holiday..but some of my frens who are in f6 have exams on the 16th....i think my farewell party will mostly be after the 16th....coz i'll have to prepare all the things...haiz have to pack again...INDIA....I AM COMING....muahaha....z.z