tired...angry!!

ok....just came back from kl this afternoon and watched a few episodes of grey's anatomy...not to mention house series....one of the episodes from grey's really hit hard on my mind...it goes that there is this girl who likes a guy from the beginning and she practically did everything she can for him....help him to prepare for his examinations.....care for him.....always be with him no matter what happens... and this guy just don't know...and still treat her only as a good friend...until one day this guy is choosing an intern and u know what?? she got left out....OMG that really shocked me......and the girl juz said: screw you......can't you see what i've done for you, u idiot??after all that i've done and u don't even bother and now u dumped me??U SON OF A BITCH!!!oh and that was the best part....and seriously that is a mirror image of what happened to me.....EXCEPT THAT IN MY CASE THE ONE WHO DOES EVERYTHING IS ME.....i still remember what my frens said after she gave me "THE PRESENT"......'is that what u got in return for what u did for the last four years??'...lolzzz....pissed off man.....i wish that i have the guts to do that.....too bad i ain't that voracious....i mean...yeah i am trying to be MR GOOD or more likely MR YES MAN but everything has its limit...even i myself too, have a limit....if u can be angry so why can't i?? i have a million of reasons to be angry with u......if u think u're so brilliant and good looking and even have a lot of admirers...GO BLOW URSELF!!!......i can be VERY VERY good to everyone but u must know when to draw a line.....i mean i seriously tolerated a lot of shit from u.....and i don't mind that because you were special to me........but now u as a HUMAN shall have a little sense of shyness....not to pretend that u are innocent and push all the shit onto me by dumping me??.....I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS SHIT!!!!....TAKING EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED!!!!.......u guys(good frens of mine) know who i REALLY AM and i think u guys know exactly WHAT I AM CAPABLE OF....if i am REALLY pissed...no more MR NICEGUY and u will KNOW WHAT EXACTLY IS HELL!!!!.......sorry if u guys feel a bit offended..but seriously emo-ing now....pissed!!